Obviously I'm alive and posting things again, so you guys can keep in touch again. I'm in college now, California State University, Chico, and will be posting my photography and art up here during these years. I'm majoring in computer graphic design, game design, so there will be alot of it!

Sooner or later I'll scan all my new pictures in. I've just been too lazy. I will be getting my own scanner soon though so I won't have to be using my mothers, which is a hassle because I have to go through her computer and then to mine to get my stuff up.

I have quite alot to scan on here now, some I've just played with, others are basis for new CGs, which I haven't been working on at all ; I'm just trying to find my place right now.

Well, wait for the updates. I hope you'll like 'em.

Well, obviously from my deviation I got my eyebrow pierced xD It's giving me a little migrane through so I might go to bed soon. Also, check out the new "Selena" picture I updated! Oh does it look so much better now! Check it out and tell me what you think ^-^

Though none of you know Blood Raven on here, he is an extremly close friend of mine. He was in love with me, while I just loved him :3 But why did it have to be today that this happened..?

This is the post I sent on myspace. Copied and pasted...

"Blood Raven, Rainbow, was arrested today.

He was marked down as a runaway months ago but his mother didn't care enough to try and check in on him so it showed it really didn't matter to her. It was only when she found out that he was planning to move to New Orleans, since he had a job opportunity and a house with a friend there, that she started to look for him like she cared. She came to my house last night asking information, and with the lies she fed my mother I could no longer hear it and walked into the house, leaving them outside. My mother gave her no further information.

She went to Redlands in search of him at Jazz, though came upon River who also relayed no information. <3

Though Blood Raven had gone to John's to chat with him about the situation, he called me the moment he arrived there. We had plans for today. The last word I got from him was "I love you".

I believed he was safe, he told me he was going to ask his mother for some money now that it was too risky for him to leave the state, and he'd just start back off here. From the information I recieved, she agreed and he went to their house. John drove them. As John began to worry since Raven was taking too long, he walked out... in cuffs. His mother had either the cops waiting in hiding or had locked him inside the house and called them. She tricked him...

I got work this morning during 3rd period from the both of them of this. She stated, "I had no other choice..." He was going to straighten his life out himself and she ruined it..

Now because of being marked down carelessly as a runaway and with him missing a court date, he may be serving Juvy for a long time. From what I have heard, it's final that he is serving Juvy but the time length is unknown.

I will keep everyone posted.. his mother will be the first to know and I will be the first she calls...

Let's all hope for the best for my dear Raven... <3"

I finally updated a little xD I'm still working on Selena and I have 4-6 other drawings I'm working on and off on. Just too lazy at the current moment to finish. Things are still shit between me and Jon, though he's been calling me, crying. He was supposed to come on today with me, but yeah. He didn't. I'm pissed off at a few other of my friends too for screwing me over bad.

But whatever, I'm too dead to feel it anymore.



Dammit, I got tagged xD

7 Things that scare you...

1. Chickens...
2. Things I can not stop
3. Being left completly alone for a long period of time..
4. My true love being taken away.
5. Car accidents
6. Even more chickens ><
7. The eyes of a person whom you care about that show they detest you...

7 Things you like the most...

1. My laptop.
2. Jon still, no matter what..
3. Mountain Dew ^-^
4. Getting drawings from friends ^__^
5. Anime/manga
6. Hanging out in Redlands withmy punker/goth/odd crew.
7. My studs/spikes/chains/ and piercings, mwhahaha! ^-^

7 Important things in your room...

1. Soon to be laptop (Not in my room yet)
2. My drawing portfolios o.o
3. All my CD's
4. Jewelry and such
5. Cute little presents and trinkets Jon gave me
6. My promise ring..
7. My swords, daggers, shurikins, weaponry.

7 Random facts about you...

1. I have 13 piercings, when I'm done I should have atleast 22?
2. I adore guys with long hair
3. I'm a bit overly defensive over someone I love..
4. I like blood >_> And Biting.
5. I'm a hard roleplay/first person shooter gamer?
7. String is fun...


7 Things you plan to do before you die...

1. Publish my novels and series.
2. Live/Visit Japan, Ireland, and Germany.
3. Find my soul-mate..
4. Get a job in game design and/or motion graphic pictures!!
5. Advance in my drawing x.x; Hopefully it doesn't stay this crappy forever.
6. Get the house that I've always wanted ^_^
7. Just... acheieve being truely happy with the one I truely love..?


7 Things that attract you to the opposite sex... (I ain't leavin' "same" in there)

1. Long hair :3 Punkerish/gothic/or even just odd ^_^
2. They are Logical, Intellectual, and Philosophical.
3. They can look in my eyes and tell me I'm beautiful.
4. Just be so random it's cute.
5. Romantic always is a plus ^_^ Renaissance romantic.
6. They draw well of anything, anime and dark is a plus o.o
7. I do love a little over-defensive now and then though they have to completly trust me..


7 Things you say the most...

1. Bite me.
2. I hate you all.
3. Piece of shit xD
4. I wuv yew (To whom I loved all the time)
5. Cheese.
6. The word "random" x.x;
7. Mainly growling xD

7 Celeb or NOT-REAL crushes:

1. Umm.. Cloud
2. Sephiroth
3. Leon
4. Dante ^_~
5. Seguchi :3 Adorablness
6. Scott Speedman I believe?
7. Brandon Lee

7 Favorite drinks...

1. Moutain Dew, Normal
2. Orange Juice
3. Lemonade
4. Lipton Hot Tea
5. Monster energy drinks
6. Strawberry Tea
7. Blood (I believe?) energy drink

7 Memorable kiddy shows you used to watch as a kid...

1. Poke'mon...
2. Digimon xD
3. Tenchi Muyo
4. Rugrats
5. Thomas the train XD
6. Pinky and the brain xD
7. Outlaw Star